[ Pitou bristles, hating every wretched word of it. As if they need Grell or her bloody forgiveness. When have they ever needed anyone other than themselves? They'd started their life that way and had carried on despite all the whispers and pitying looks and offers to help that were just disguises for others trying to control them.
That's all they think of this too. Fucking pairing up like you were expected to, as prescribed. They resent that the idea of it makes her happy. That somehow they can't be just fine on their own in this city, with their friends and their careers. Knows there's never going to be someone who made them happy, because they can do it all alone. Can wear the clothes of either role any day of the week: no partner required.
And maybe, all the way down at the bottom, they're upset that they were just figuring out how to manage Ardyn Izunia and he had to change all the rules again. ]
I'm leaving.
[ It's too big an idea to get all the way in their skull in one go. They clearly need to sulk on it longer. ]
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That's all they think of this too. Fucking pairing up like you were expected to, as prescribed. They resent that the idea of it makes her happy. That somehow they can't be just fine on their own in this city, with their friends and their careers. Knows there's never going to be someone who made them happy, because they can do it all alone. Can wear the clothes of either role any day of the week: no partner required.
And maybe, all the way down at the bottom, they're upset that they were just figuring out how to manage Ardyn Izunia and he had to change all the rules again. ]
I'm leaving.
[ It's too big an idea to get all the way in their skull in one go. They clearly need to sulk on it longer. ]